times are changing.

Fall is coming, meaning not only changing colors and changing weather, but also people changing. I'm already seeing it, people in my life are changing from left to right. And yet sometimes I feel like I am the same. I feel right now that my life really has nothing interesting, or worthwhile going on. But yet the same problems exist for me. I wish I could forget certain people in my life, and just move on from them. But oh, how much easier said than done that is. Then again, I sometimes wonder why they still are here in my life. I also wonder, maybe there's a reason they're still in my life. They have changed so much, and have forgotten so much they once lived for, yet I am still in touch with them in a way. Because of all of this, I want to help them. Even if they seem like they don't want help. It's hard to let go sometimes, and that's what I'm struggling with. So as of now, I don't know what I will do. I'm just praying that I will figure this all out. Not only that, but what am I suppose to be doing to make the most of this life? I need change. Yet, i am afraid to find that change.
I want to be someone who sticks out of a crowd, not one who blends in with all the same people who are doing the same things, and living the same way.
How will I make that step to be different? How will i change?
I hope I'll figure it out soon.
Until then, all I can do is pray, and hope I can find the answer I'm looking for.